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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

just early in the morning , somebody msg me this (my blissful slp just got disturbed arose lousy and my evil twin get better of me and blog evil blog ...this is life)

"Very immature of you to leave a work place in less than a month. If you don't want your should not have sign the agreement . Money is not everything. "

Ok ...immature (very that kind), indecisive, irresponsibility , money- minded.

Ahhh .....this is what happen to people. Human tend to see the thing at their point of view and simply can't be bothered not hear the another side of the story of the accuser and hence, they will pass comments that in unfair and judgemental.This Human's weakness happens to adult sadly ..... even to people who had eaten till very old......haha.

That is why I am procrastinating to work in service line;when u are angry and confused, wat the heck how to be fit ourselves in other people's shoes and be compassionate?

IF being very immature justify the thing I had done, jolly well I am happy to be immature as one of my prilivages attribute. In the work place, is it necessary to work at least one month to leave? I guess somebody there will rather leave soon if i am going to leave later as I am contributing the air pollution. I will be doing a great dis-service if I choose to leave later, can't you all see? Anyway , I hope to stay for one month at least to get my paycheck in full if they allow but there is no point. BTW , i had not sign the agreement till the day I left. The efficient HR department have not even assign employee no. and did i told you that they put "temp admin assistant in the agreement ? I can't believe the mistake too. If i have time travel to know what in stored for me in the future, god gracious, I 'm rich and will be enjoying now. Why people like to assume that other's have time machine? Helloe! still living in your fantasy dream?
Flexibility and laterally thinking...isn't MOE is encouraging that? We shouldn't be stiff and in the end compromised the future.

Changing one place to the other, I just seen enough of corporate world, you will replaced immediately the next moment when u say "quit". How quickly you are replaced.The work goes on as normal sooner or later. U say "no " to your arise opportunity , this will not be replaced and regret is surely forever.
Who will give you promises that in this survival of the fittest? Compromise the thing that u want to do and u get laid off sooner or later by the company... let's see how's being "mature" and "responsible " can get u far. I mean , be smarter, stop been caring to a company who can happily survive without u..... u think for yourselves in some way that ... can u survive? I went to so many corporate, small , middle , big ....all work out the same.
yes, money is not everything (cliche cliche cliche! can say something more intelligent) but dreams is . If the agreement comes in a form of financial penalty , i will be most willing to pay for it. I pay it for my dreams. Of coz la, sitting comfortablely at 4th level
and juz simply read out from the slide words by words and get god-know- how many thousand of dollars every month and this rich brat easy say easy do (gimme $$ la) .....need to spank!

oh ya, even a person look calm and smiley on outside, their inner could be overturning waves of destruction , busy plotting sweet revenges that is so eagerly to strike behind your back.
People do get nasty and feeling bitter by bad news anyway but it depends on how they handle it, especially to the green-eyed monster to others who can get more money, better prospect, interesting life, status and opportunities ( ah yes, ya rite , u think la.. grass is always greener on other side mah).

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Chat wif sunita real late yesterday... coolz, she composed music and sing. Wat's more , she composed poems too. She's so talented!

Listen to the demo she sent to me ...BRAVO!
At lst, there is the guitar strumming (by her bro) and later she sung with it... the song goes well with the guitar ... I loved the guitar melodic!
The voice is clear , backup up by guitar strumming.
Not everybody can really sing with guitar strumming only.

I AM HER FAN----CEE!!!!!!
I loved her poems and her lyrics... all backup with strong meaning !
Something that I had always wan to look for .......

This is few of her lines from her poem "Confused Child"....and i should end my today's blog ...wif 2 zero roti prata that my mom had bought for me early in the morning ! Thanks mom !

DArkness engulf the clear blue sky
Comforted by stars and moon light
Silently amused by dancing shadow
Little knows the innocent heart
Of circumstance around her
Unaware

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